One question. What am I doing? I guess I just decided to come back and close down my xanga officially. I accidentally (literally) came back to this page and I just didn't feel right just leaving it the way it was. So this is what me ending my xanga would look like if I were to end it.

-Tabatha

Good Morning! (lol...I just got up 'cause I'm lazy like that) and now I'm having myself a bowl of one of the best cerals EVER... Cinnamon Life. I've just gotta say, this is the life

Alrighty, so I've been pretty busy the last two days. Wednesday I hung out at my grandmas until about 4 or so, and then I came home and got ready and Cheyenne Jen Anne Aubrey and I all went to Newark, got something to eat at Garfields, and then went shopping! I got a new purse, and a shirt and... well, I guess it dosen't really matter because its really not that intresting to hear about what I bought huh? lol. So, we had a good time (except for the part where they almost kicked us out of Garfields lol) and then we came back to my house, swam for a LONG TIME, and then laid around being boring lol, and then watched Tv and went to bed.... well, minus Aubs and Cheyenne, they went home at like 2 A.M lol.

Then we got up and Jens Dad picked us up and like.. 8:45 (EARLY!) and they dropped us off so Anne and I got to wake Toby and Mario up... then she left and the three of us hung out for a while, then it was just me and Toby cause Mario had to clean the house. So... Toby and I sat around talking for a little while, mostly about past relationships, but more of the elementary school ones. Like I told him who I used to chase after and kintergarden and stuff... and then we got tierd and fell asleep But thats okay cause I felt really bad. But all in all, yesterday I had a GREAT time with him. I really did not want to leave, and I wish I wouldnt have because I didnt end up having to work because the power was out. But I did come home and sleep from 5 to about 9. Then I felt a little better.

So then my family and I went out to eat at Red Lobster, then went to Kroger, came home and I got a shower, and went to bed. So that was exciting. lol. Today I'm gonna clean the house... then go to work. Ugh. Boring. Thats basically this weekend in a nutshell. I don't have time to see Toby cause he works mornings and I work nights all weekend... and then Monday is the 4th so he prolly has plans for that. Plus... work is never FUN so, yeah.

Welp. Guess I'm gonna get off here... talk to you later!

*xXOo* *huTch*

Hey hey. I guess I'm in much of a typing mood right now but I figure I should update anyways. So I got up this morning around 7:45 because I just could not sleep anymore... so I got a shower, and went to the pizza shop... blah blah blah, really really boring...

Then I came home, watched Maddie for a while and the convienced my Dad to drive me out to Tobys because his car isnt drivable (flat tire) so he took me over there and then looked at the tire and I think he's gonna fix it for him so thats cool. I'm so glad that my parents like Toby, and actually take me seriously about him. Like they're not just like "yeah yeah whatever" They actually understand that it's important for me to spend time with him because it is important to me... he's really important to me. Does it make me crazy to say that I honestly believe he's my... one.I guess I don't really care if its crazy because I know what I think... and what I feel. And thats all that really matters.

So we just kind of hung around while I was there. We lite some smoke bombs with Trey and Nichole. I friggen' love the smell of those things (smoke bombs... not Trey and Nichole ) Most people dont... but I like 'em! Then we went on a walk...lol...but that didn't work out so well, mostly because I love walks and I though it'd be all better than sitting on the couch, but now I kinda wish we would have just stayed there too. I guess I really do like taking walks alone... which is one of the few things I like to do alone. I used to love HUGE groups of people and now I'm more of a small group kind of person.

*Yawn* I'm not gonna lie, I'm pretty tierd.

Jen just asked me if I could watch her pets while her family was away, and I hope my Mom lets me because that would be really cool. Speaking of pets I gave Perro a bath today, and normally cats don't like water AT ALL but my cat seemed to enjoy it... it was weird. She really needed it though... Joel and I thought she kept farting then we realised the smell never left! lol. "Ew!" I know, but whatever. lol. Then I blow dryed her with the hairdryer... now that she was not so into, but she was shaking and shivering so I had to get her dry SOMEHOW!

I'm going BOATING tommorow and Cheyenne and Aubs are probally coming so that should be fun, and of course we're gonna go TUBING! That's the best part! Well... that and the CrAzY amount of sun you get laying out on the boat. Then Cheyenne, Aubrey,Sami,Jen and I are all going to APPLEBEES late that night so that should be a lot of fun! It will be one of those really awesome nights I can tell. Well, Cassie and Kayla might be coming too, but I kinda hope they don't. That may seem kinda mean but, I guess Cassies okay, but shes just not the kind of person I really feel like I should be hanging around from what I've heard, and Kayla, Kayla just pisses me off lately... I don't have a reason actually.... but, eh, what the hell, like it matters. I don't care if I do or not and I don't think anyone else really cares either. I can't wait to go boating for the first time this summer! I wanna take Toby with me sometime, but hes got work until six.

Welp I think I'm gonna get off here. Later.

*xXOo* *huTch*

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Omigosh... the last two days have been really great. Yesterday I worked for about an hour and then I went to the fair and hung out with Toby Mario Tony and Anne. I found that Annes pretty cool, and then we ran into Jen and we went back to Annes house and watch "Assult on Precinct 13"... But we were all kinda eating chips and salsa and talking so I didn't really catch much of it... so don't ask if I liked it

Then I went over to Jens and stayed the night and we were up pretty late just talking about stuff. Guys, Friends...Freinds,Guys... ya know. lol. Then her Mom woke us up at friggen' 6:45  and that SUCKED. But then we went to church and her crazy sunday school teacher made us sit outside at nine a.m. when all we wanted to do was sleep... but no, he wanted us to sweat... and DIE. But, luckily, I lived through that extremely painful hour. lol.

So then we got back to Jens, I called Toby and then my Mom and then I got the quickest shower of my life, lol, and then Toby picked me up, we went to his house for a few mintutes to meet up with everyone and then we went to Marnies (his aunt) going away party... shes going to Iraq for the national guard. Which is really sad because I like her a whole lot. But I had a really good time there, his family is great. Like seriously... they're just those kind of people that you want to have a family of someday. But... yeah. We played that "Scene it" game (which my team won thank you ) and then and extremely hot game of ball-tag

But all in all, I just had a really fun weekend between Jen and Toby, and the fair, and everyone else. I'm definatly back to being extremely extremly happy with everything. I'm glad I have the friend I do, and I have the msot amazing guy in the entire world. Seriously. (Even if I think he was spitting water at me the entire way home...)

*xXOo* *huTch*

I am soooo tierd!  I just got back from Applebees... my family and I always go out to eat late, always have. I mean... not EVERY time we go out, but we do do it a whole lot. I actually in a really good mood. For one I found out I only have to work half (*or less) of tommorow night, until Cheyenne comes so I'm gonna be able to go to the fair, the second thing is that I called Toby and he says he'll go too and the third thing is that I talked to him and I feel a lot better than I had been feeling. I mean... yeah, I still miss him, but I feel better about knowing whats going on through his mind Well...and I got a lot of sun today so that makes me pretty happy too! !

I have a feeling that I'm definatly NOT going to be able to sleep tonight but I'm actually pretty excited about it... I feel like its going to be one of those summer nights I absolutly love. These are my favorites, seriously, where I have a good day, I go out with my family and we all have a good time together, and I stay up at night doing all the little simple things I enjoy but wouldnt normally have time for, during the day, or the school year at all. Like, for example, it's really really gay but, coloring books. Sometimes, when I need to wind down or I'm stressed out, I get out a coloring book and color a picture or two. I like doing things I can focas my attention on but do while I sit and watch tv. So I like coloring pictures and writing pointless little lists in a notebook (like the top ten reasons why everyone should shop at walgreens or something random like that) or anything like that. Wow... coloring books...THAT dosen't make me sound crazy...

I'm SO excited! I'm going FISHING on Sunday! Toby asked me if I wanted to go fishing and I told him I never had been but I guess we're going now. But, I hope I don't turn out looking really stupid because He, Mario, and Ann (or Anne...I dunno lol) all have been a lot before, or thats my understanding anyways. Oh well ... I'm still excited. Maybe I'll learn something new.

Speaking of things like fishing... I really want to go canoeing again....like really really bad.

You know whats really weird? Tonight I ran into this guy named Rick at applebees... everywhere I go I run into this guy. But the first time it was at Bob Evans, and we talked for about 45 minutes because it was really busy because it was the day after thanksgiving and everyone was shopping, and then it was like 2 months ago at the Coloney Square Mall, and then last night at Applebees. Hes pretty weird... okay so hes entirely weird... and kinda weird looking. lol. But then again hes extremely nice, I just thought it was weird that I saw him again. He opened the door for us, cause hes like the host guy or somethin' and I was like "omigosh it's you again!" It was pretty funny.

Well... I g2g! TTYL!

*xXOo* *huTch*